There’s a lot to say about what happened the day before yesterday.
I’m sorry I scared you. I don’t know why you were scared or what you were told to make you scared and go away. Please just know I’d never try to hurt you, or manipulate you, or anything suchlike. I’m still just me, as you are you, though much has changed. I’m sorry I haven’t been able to talk to you in three years. I’m sorry, I’m so so sorry, if I’d known I would’ve never left. I didn’t think mama wouldn’t let me come back. I don’t know if you feel the same, what you’ve been thinking, anything. You deserve to be happy.
I meant everything I said outside. Did you hear me? I recorded it on my phone if you want to hear, though it’s completely understandable if you don’t. Just know that if mama’s said I don’t care about you, or anything like that, it’s not true.https://sorenmikell.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/10/img_1766-2.mov
I know that it’s awful. I don’t know what you’re thinking, but I hope you’re thinking something happy. I love you so, so much.
With love,
Alice