Happy Friday! How’s April going? Time infinitely marching on per usual? Probably, but what do I know. Maybe you’re in a time loop.
I caught a fever or cold (or both) a few days ago and I’ve been doing little but sitting in bed for that time. It’s great except for the symptoms of the cold/fever. But I somewhat like being sick as it’s feeling something besides the usual mundanity. Perhaps I should work in a preschool. I woke one night feeling very heavy and lightheaded and felt like I would collapse as I walked. I think it’d be nice to walk in a cemetery like that sometime.
If I say anything usual, it’ll lose its meaning. I do not want it to lose its meaning. But what else can I say? Some of the bits of my life I wouldn’t talk about here since I don’t want anyone else to know. Not even any secrets, just bits. I dislike being known well by strangers.
Mom’s birthday was yesterday. I think she’s 45 now. Happy birthday, Mom. Mom (Jess) said she didn’t like being born on 4/20 because of Hitler and marijuana, but I’d find it funny. Perhaps if I made her birthday presents people would believe I was her daughter. Or that I was just performing. It doesn’t matter. Mom wouldn’t want presents anyway. What did you do yesterday? Who wishes Mom happy birthday?
I’m going to keep sniffling. I still don’t feel quite right. Take rest, Soren.
With love,
Alice